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27 March 2010 @ 02:34 am
And Don't Forget To Take Deep Breaths  
If this stupid ban thing actually happens on Gabilliam, I want to leave. It's free writing, right? I mean, I have a fic that I wrote recently where Billvy is 16 and he's with Gabe(who is in his 20s) at one point. That would mean that I can't post this fic that I'm extremely in love with and have worked on for ages. I'm so proud of it and won't be able to post it if this is banned. I will leave. I'm fighting for myself as well as others right now. So stressed.
Hannahstriped_undies on April 3rd, 2010 10:08 am (UTC)
So I came here and creeped on your journal because I was hoping to see where everyone got this whole thing about you leaving from (and I found it.) Creepiness aside, are you talking about leaving the community as a whole or just stepping down as a mod?
cardenlovah: Sweet&Innocentcardenlovah on April 3rd, 2010 01:56 pm (UTC)
Honestly, it would depend on exactly how it goes. I've talked to the other mod about it and I've told her that if it is banned, I will most likely start another Gabilliam community where nothing is banned. I've said that I would make sure it was not like, a rival to Gabilliam (because that would be stupid) but just an affiliate or something. Depending on how that went would determine if I left the comm or just stepped down as a mod. I honestly really don't want to step down as a mod though because this community really means a lot to me. But to be as stressed as I am over this whole thing is just not worth it sometimes. *shurg* We'll see.
louise_lemonslouise_lemons on April 5th, 2010 10:08 am (UTC)
i just happened to come across this while searching for the gabilliam comm, and i'd just like to say, stop being so fucking immature. freedom of speech and all that, but another gabilliam community? really? thats ridiculous. either step down or get over it, its that simple. its a community for writers, not for drama between the mods for the rest of us to worry about. we don't need to see mods complaining and debating whether to step down, its unprofessional. you should sort your shit out with the other mods. most likely, if you start another comm, nobody will bother to join.
cardenlovahcardenlovah on April 5th, 2010 08:02 pm (UTC)
wow, you have issues. First, this is my journal. Don't come on here if you just want to start problems. Also, as I've stated, it wouldn't be a rival to Gabilliam, just a place where banned from Gabilliam fics could be posted. BTW, it's also not "professional" of you to come on to MY journal just to fucking fuss at me. There's only one other mod and we are getting along FINE, so stay out of our business.
louise_lemonslouise_lemons on April 5th, 2010 08:28 pm (UTC)
livejournal is open to anyone. as i said, i saw a link when i searched for the gabilliam comm and as it was about something i care about, i decided to say something. if you don't want people to reply, make it private. yes, you've stated that, but thats not a gaurentee that it won't be a rival. and i don't need to be professional, i'm not a fucking mod, bitching about the comm i'm supposed to be taking care of. and also, i think we've all read the little disagreement on the banning issue post between you and minus_four, so don't even try to pull that bullshit. its not your buisness anymore when you make it fucking public.
cardenlovahcardenlovah on April 5th, 2010 08:53 pm (UTC)
I'm not bitching about the community. I love the community so much. Minus_Four and I discussed it privately and we're are just fucking fine, thank you very much. So if you want to stay off of my journal, out of my relationship with others, and every other aspect of my life, that'd be great.